Monday 19th December 2016
Loud knock at the door. One
of the gifts I ordered from Amazon arrived this morning. Then an email from New
College Durham with dates for courses at Waddy. Mine starts on Tuesday 17th
January 2017. Same week as Ways with Words sessions in Newton Aycliffe. Ernie
called in at lunchtime with a pair of shoes for Jenni. Let’s hope she doesn’t
see this journal before Sunday. I’ve had a raging increase in the level of
tinnitus in my right ear today. Really annoying. Sent out Xmas cards but
haven’t done any gift wrapping or housework. Feel like I’m coming down with
something. Going to bed early in hopes that sleep sets me up ready to try again
tomorrow. 10.02 pm.
Tuesday 20th December 2016
Awake at four this morning.
Tinnitus seems a bit better. Went into town to buy cards, some
sweets for Cambian Appletree and a present for baby Lacey. Home to housework.
Real slow. So much stuff to do. Hard to stay focussed on one area when having
to shift stuff place to place. Fell asleep after hoovering the living room.
Wrapped presents this evening but had to knock off due to a power cut that
seemed to only affect Derby Crescent. Power restored. Done
here. Sick as fuck. 11.47 pm.
Wednesday 21st December 2016
Today has been a long one. House
still looks like a rubbish tip and needs to be sorted by Saturday. Session at
Appletree went okay. Mainly just winter writing prompts. Didn’t want to push
the festive season too much, but gave cards and tins of biscuits and chocolates
out afterwards. Me and Jenni went shopping this evening – well, browsing really.
Wrote stuff on the bus journey back. Went to Tesco in Consett. Checked out
Leonard Cohen articles in music magazines. Lots of work to do before Mam and Ernie
arrive tomorrow. 11.50 pm.
Found out the terrible news
this evening about the untimely passing of Mark Potts. Mark was a lovely bloke,
full of fun and enthusiasm for art and poetry and spoken word and people in
general – someone who would just suddenly appear before you, as if beamed in
from a positive source, keen to chat and have a laugh, whether at a gig, on the
street in Newcastle during the day, sometimes at the central library. Always
encouraging and upbeat. A brightly energized soul departing way too soon. Mark
Potts, we’ll miss you.
Thursday 22nd December 2016
Well, everyone said 2016 has
been a totally shit year – more so than 2012, which was the last time I tried
to key in my full set of morning pages. Nine more days to get
through. Cracked on and got the freezer
defrosted, half of Jenni’s presents wrapped up and pages keyed in. Nine
more days. Just nine more till it’s a big Fuck-Off to 2016! Hope next year is a
lot better. 11.47 pm.
Friday 23rd December 2016
Pushed through the
metawriting and self-indulgence that is morning pages, then wrote a paragraph
about Bukowski whilst on the toilet. Never been good at composing criticism on touch
screen straight to Facebook. I loved Bukowksi’s books in my early twenties, but
he got away with a lot of shoddy stuff. Took me six hours door to door to get
all the Xmas food shopping. Was supposed to be just buying dinner for Sunday
but the weather forecast was bad so thought it best to be prepared. Tonight I
wrapped up the last of Jen’s things and wrote out labels, listened to Billy
Joel’s Greatest Hits then phoned Mam and Ernie. Jenni phoned me. She’s been
shopping is wrapping too. My bad eating habits are kicking in. Mega BBQ chicken
pizza, doughnuts, mint chocolates. Terrible lapses. Aiming to get the rest of
the house tidy tomorrow. 11.47 pm.
Saturday 24th December 2016
Another busy day. Didn’t get
the whole house tidy before Jenni arrived this afternoon. My bedroom is still a
dump, but the rest is pretty okay. Delivered a few cards, talked to Mam and
Ernie on the phone, listened to some Christmas music. Spent much of the
afternoon sifting through old workshop handouts and clearing a decent space for
Jenni’s luggage. She turned my living room lamp into a Christmas totem pole and
tinselled the telly. 11.47 pm.
Sunday 25th December 2016
Merry Christmas to all. Lots
of lovely things today. Took ages to open the massive array of gifts. Dvds,
books, clothes, sweets, smellies and gadgets. Dinner was the usual extravagance
and took forty-five minutes to eat. Jenni required two attempts a few hours
apart. Spoke to Mam, Ernie, Mark and Diane on the phone. Half watched Maigret
and music shows. Slept a bit then bed by half eleven where I’m scribbling this.
11.33 pm.
Monday 26th December 2016
Bit of a lie in. Then the
aftermath of the Christmas kitchen. An hour of grease and hardened potato and
stubborn gravy. Tried to key in some pages after lunch but fell asleep. Mam and
Ernie rang this afternoon as well. It’s Mam’s birthday. Me and Jenni
watched West Side Story and a documentary about it afterwards. Eaten all the
Toffifee and cracked open the Liquorice Allsorts. Now watching the big Lego store
opening in Leicester Square
on TV. My bedroom is still a tip. I’m going to get some cherry pie or a fried
egg on toast for supper. Jenni says ‘The Entire Universe’ musical is fucking
mental. Noel Fielding taking the piss out of time and space on a big old
pushbike. Finally got my pages keyed in for the day. 10.02 pm.
Tuesday 27th December 2016
Bit of a full-on day. Up
around nine, keyed in morning pages. Got ready to go out with Jenni back to
Bensham. Went solo down to Team Valley for a birthday present then met up with Jenni
in Gateshead bus station at three for a ride over to the Galleries in Washington. Walked from
there to her parents’ house. They fed us lots of Christmas cake, biscuits,
crisps and chocolates; gave me a great pair of bigly black gloves and Jenni a
new ultra warm hat. Bussed back to Bensham with pit stops in Asda at the
Galleries and Tesco in Gateshead. I caught the
half-ten 45 to Consett and here I am now scribbling the third version of today
onto paper at home. Pleased we went out, pleased to get back. 11.54 pm.
Wednesday 28th December 2016
Not many people in Waddy
today. Only three members of staff. Not many at Cambian Appletree either. Did session
for just one resident plus support worker. Winter cut-ups and a pantoum. Was
given two boxes of chocolates and a really nice card. I wanted to buy some new
Doc Martens today but shop has half-day closing on Wednesdays. Had a look
around Durham
for an hour instead. Checked out mint black and white celebrity portraits by
photographer Donna-Lisa Healy at the Gala Theatre; resisted the temptation to
buy a grey leather bound Noto day per page 2017 diary at Paperchase. Buses are
on Saturday service, so hung around later than intended – then missed
connections meant I didn’t get back in the house until half six. Caught up on
emails/Facebook then spoke to Diane, Mam and Ernie on the phone. Watched Queen
videos, listened to the new Nine Inch Nails EP “Not the Actual Events” – which
is okay except for one muffled piece of distorted nonsense at the end. Ate
cheese on toast and a few chocolates. 11.52 pm.
Thursday 29th December 2016
Had fun battling
with an overfull Henry vacuum cleaner bag this morning, almost inducing an asthma attack. Jessie Lynn McMains new zine “What Cannot Be
Said…” arrived today. Looks a belter. Gonna read it tomorrow. Ate potato fritters and fried eggs for tea. Had
nutella on crumpets and various other chocolate delicacies. Spent most of
this afternoon and evening at the computer keying in work. Did my 2016
round-up to be posted on Saturday or maybe tomorrow. It’s not as impressive as
previous years but I’ve still done well over a hundred workshops. Aim to hit
about 150 again in 2017. And at least fifty gigs. I need a book of prose
out as well. Good to hear from Jenni tonight. It’s six degrees in here. The
heating has been off since before tea. 11.28 pm.
Friday 30th December 2016
Penultimate morning pages
keyed in then some other typing and copying up of stray notes. Jenni phoned from
Consett just as I was getting ready to
go there. So we played house tag. I got her bus ticket when she arrived at my
place and I had an hour in Consett with free travel. Sorted end of year
finances and bought some food for this evening. Took a tin opener to the Gru box
and snaffled cash. This evening spent mainly lounging on the couch watching
television. Ate crumbly Stollen, sweet mince pies and Liquorice Allsorts. Fell
asleep during Dara O’Briain’s stand-up show came on. Surprisingly warm in
Moorside. No big thermals necessary under the duvet. 11.46 pm.
Saturday 31st December 2016
Two-hundred-and-twenty-five
thousand, four-hundred-and-one words from this year’s morning pages keyed in.
2016 review on Facebook and a day of looking through the posts and messages of
friends. Watched ‘Last Shop Standing’ dvd documentary with Jenni about decline
of independent uk
record shops, featuring the likes of Paul Weller, Johnny Marr, Billy Bragg, DJs
and numerous record shop owners. Bit miffed my TV wouldn’t play the Toyah
Willcox programme on Really but chuffed to see Dawn French’s Thirty Million
Minutes spoken word show later on. My year is almost done. Cheers! 11.11 pm.
STUFF I DID IN TWENTY SIXTEEN
Twenty-nine gigs – including appearances at Stanley Civic Hall, JibbaJabba, King Ink,
The Stanza, Alaphabetti Soup, Centre of Britain Slam, Never Mind the Ramones 3,
Babble Gum, Mostly Spoken and The Literary Salon. It was also quite a novelty
to read my Goose Carvery poem in The Goose on Percy Street, Newcastle – cheers
to Ira Lightman for letting me on the mic at the launch event for his GOOSE
pamphlet; and fantastic to do a set at Jess Green’s gig in Pop Recs Ltd.
BIGLY THANKS to all who came to Poetry Jam in Durham – some absolutely
fantastic people read and performed at Waddington Street Centre this year and
there will be more in 2017.
I delivered over 110 writing workshops for the likes
of Colour your Life (NHS Arts on Prescription), Cambian Appletree, Derwentside
Mind, New College Durham and Waddington Street Centre – plus Writing Marathons
at Broadacre House and bookmaking workshops with Rowan McCabe and East Durham
Artists Network. Thanks to all who read and commented on my ‘Scribbles from the
Brink of Inertia’ blog throughout the year. I also turned out over a thousand
morning pages and typed up extracts exceeding a total of
two-hundred-and-twenty-five-thousand words – surely enough to at least make a
decent pamphlet or two – plus a few free verse poems and monologues along the
way.
I tried my damnedest to stay fit by hitting the cycle
paths and trails on my mountain bikes. I bought a second longboard – a ‘Lush
Pinnacle’ from Vandem Longboard Shop – but still can’t slide it to a stop yet.
A couple of minor injures – sprained wrist whilst riding and sprained ankle
whilst walking, but otherwise got through this year pretty much in one piece.
Music-wise, I saw Toyah Willcox play a ‘Proud, Loud and Electric’ set at Longlands
Club in Middlesbrough, after which I slept on a cardboard mattress outside the
bus station; I took another nostalgia trip to see The Mission headline at
Whitby Gothic Weekend in November on the night me and Jenni nearly got blown
into the north sea; and in December I finally got to see gloomy POP legends of
my teenage years, The Cure, who were amazing at Wembley Arena.
My poetry collection ‘Laughter to Split Glass’ is
rescheduled for publication by Red Squirrel Press next April – mega thanks to
Sheila Wakefield for that. The ‘ANOMALIES 1989-2014’ handmade hardback I’ve
been working on SINCE 2015 is yet to reach completion.
MANY THANKS to all the people who kept me on track
this year – writers, performers, promoters, venues, audiences; employers, workshop
participants; family and friends – and of course my partner in life and rhyme, Little Miss Purple herself, Jenni Pascoe. All the best for 2017.
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